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Sunday, September 26, 2004

NEW XANGA...this ones dead..

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w00t much fun yesterday..went to the mall with ALLison Messer George and Ryan..
-George has a hot friend..
-cheese is good..
-Ryan is gonna get laid 20 times before George and messer get laid once..
-the senses fail cd is so good..
-whore skirts are very short..
-My green belt kicks ass..
..so does my hair
-Getting hit on by 20+ ugly guys is not fun
-My new name is Dorothy..and ALLisons is Sally
-ALLison has to go to the doctor [yeah i have to go to the doctor for my baby]
-hah
-much fun

____END____


Friday, September 24, 2004

"It scares me to think..that you could..find takers...other than me...better than me"
-sigh- its so hard knowing that the best part of your life faded away..omg everyday i feel like im getting over him....but then at night...hes all im thinking about...holy fucking shit man he was my everything...i mean he was my first everything...litterally...not like any of you guys care so whatever


Thursday, September 23, 2004

w00t new poem/song

this is a letter from me to you
and its about us
what we had and what we could have had
you were perfect for me
we had the best times together
like the time it was raining
and we kissed
right then and their
the people passing by
must have thought we were crazy

c-this is a letter from me to you
and its about us
what we had and what we could have had

those times wed just sit
and stare in eachothers eyes
trying not to smile
but thats the only thing we could do
since we were so in love

c-this is a letter from me to you
and its about us
what we had and what we could have had

then comes a day
where you called
and i heard the worst news ever
you said "you didnt need a girlfriend right now"
2 and a half months gone to waste
i have it all to you
my heart, my life
now youll be charged for murder
when they find me dead on the floor

c-this is a letter from me to you
and its about us
what we had and what we could have had

as my life goes on
another page in my book is filled
i see a ghost of the most perfect memory
and i still hear your voice saying "i love you"

c-this is a letter from me to you
and its about us
what we had and what we could have had

_____END_____


Wednesday, September 22, 2004

XImUrFallenStarx:  hey wanna be in my "band"
XImUrFallenStarx: 
hah
BurnInLondon: 
haha.
XImUrFallenStarx: 
[=
BurnInLondon: 
sure?
XImUrFallenStarx: 
w00t
BurnInLondon: 
lol.
BurnInLondon: 
wait, what would i have to do?
BurnInLondon: 
if it involves removing clothes, i'm in.
BurnInLondon: 
haha jk.
XImUrFallenStarx:  LMFAO!!!


XImUrFallenStarx:  ahh
XImUrFallenStarx: 
messer your my besterest friendd
XImUrFallenStarx: 
[=
SOLDxASxFREEDOMx: 
ur my bestest friend EVER
XImUrFallenStarx:  :D
XImUrFallenStarx:  i heart youuu brotherrr
SOLDxASxFREEDOMx:  i heart you sister
SOLDxASxFREEDOMx:  lol
XImUrFallenStarx:  w00t im hearted!

POEM/SONG TIME

its funny how
everything i write
seems to come true,
and maybe if i write about
your last day,
you will want me back

c- so i hope that on your last day
you have a dream about me
id kill you in your sleep
and everything weve built will turn to ruins
now your gone

the other day i wrote about you
and your nee girl
i said "i hope you find someone 70 times better than me,
but will break your heart"
and then you found someone
now im waiting for the day when your heart will break

c-so i hope that on your last day
you have a dream about me
id kill you in your sleep
and everything weve built will turn to ruins
now your gone

on your last day
i hope that shell say goodbye to you
and that your through
i hope that then you will realize what you did to me

cause its funny how everything i write
comes true
c- so i hope that on your last day
you have a dream about me
id kill you in your sleep
and everything weve built will turn to ruins
now your gone

youll realize the mistake you made
i hope that youd come back to me
but i dont know if id want you back
cause of all the shit you put me through
[all the shit you put me through]

its funny how everything i write, comes true..
but everything i write is wishful thinking
and im the queen of wishful thinkers
[and dreamers]

c- so i hope that on your last day
you have a dream about me
id kill you in your sleep
and everything weve built will turn to ruins
now your gone

_____END_____



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